Billz Blob

Billz Blob
We are all unique and amazing. With this notion bouncing around inside me I offer to the world what I have to share. The words inside my head have reached to overflowing and in an attempt to keep from exploding I have taken to writing. What follows is the result of purging my mind. If you like what you see, SUBSCRIBE at the top of the page.

ghost

Dec 11, 2015

So many seek happiness
chasing it
refusing to let go of hurt, pain, fear
unable to grasp, with hands full
happiness eludes
unable to settle for that which can not be found
so many seek happiness
not knowing how afraid they are of wanting joy
not believing they are entitled
not realizing the only thing keeping them from knowing joy
is the daily bath in fear
all too often it takes more than wanting
there is a divine knowing in knowing we are worthy of this we need
within each we must know it is ours
we are worthy
we are worth it
before we do anything to get it
we must be and be fully
it is our being that owns it



human

Dec 10, 2015

today is the day.
today is the only day.
I am being who I am meant to be.
I am not a human doing.
I am a human being.


Dreamcatcher BF

patiently waiting

Dec 9, 2015

all too often I stand in the place of darkness and search for light.
today, I stand absorbing the darkness.
I stand, accepting that I am the light.
Inside I begin to see clearly.
the map begins to draw itself, not of where I am but of who I am.
I discover this is not darkness, this is unknowing.
the longer I stand the less unknown I become.


enough

Dec 7, 2015

You are enough.
You were born perfect.
And then someone told you to try harder.
You heard your shape was not the same as some others.
Your skin is too fair, too dark, to freckled, too plain.
You could be smarter.
You make someone else feel dumb.
Somewhere we forgot to wash our hands of this.
And our hands soiled the rest of us, until we began to swallow the filth without question.
It is time to forget.
It is time to remember
    mistakes are learning in process.
    you can be no one else but you.
    your uniqueness is what makes you special.
    there is nothing wrong with being special.
    the downs are there to emphasize how wonderful the ups are.
    and the in between is neither up nor down.
When I say “You” I more often mean “I”.
I was born perfect.
I am enough.



Truth

Dec 1, 2015

my eyes well with tears for my truth looks like no one else's.
Validation, respect, purpose can be looked for and never found until within I find it and match it to that.
Unique does not come in degrees. no matter how hard I fix my gaze I can never see myself, I must know myself unseen.
Yet, we are taught to accept nothing we can not see.
Truth is a matter of perspective and no two of us has the same perspective.
My truth is also untrue... and my eyes well with tears... and my tears stain my face... and my soul shivers inside seeking comfort.


Dreamcatcher BF

I am butterfly

Nov 9, 2015

as I age I become new.... the journey has begun..... wings unfolding.... ahead not only learning to fly but learning to land... having been a creature of the earth for so long it seems strange to consider the air.... with wings I regard wind in a different way... from the air the earth which seemed so comfortable becomes something altogether different... new... new perspectives... new opportunities.... new information... a new normal... as I once was the earth... I will be the sky.


Dreamcatcher BF
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