Billz Blob

Billz Blob
We are all unique and amazing. With this notion bouncing around inside me I offer to the world what I have to share. The words inside my head have reached to overflowing and in an attempt to keep from exploding I have taken to writing. What follows is the result of purging my mind. If you like what you see, SUBSCRIBE at the top of the page.

Inside

Apr 17, 2016

I sit in silence
I am not angry, scared, frustrated, sad
I am thinking
in the silence joy springs forth from my soul
so I sit in silence and appreciate that which washes my soul
I appreciate the washing away of anger, sadness, frustration and fear
I slowly fill with hope.
my being begins to shine
my face does not change, the smile grows on the inside
I choose not to move
I choose not to speak
I choose to let the beauty of this moment remain pure
I choose to honor the divine spirit flowing through me by not diluting it with anything
I sit in silence
silently I sit
and now you know why I sit in silence.



Dreamcatcher BF

self

Jan 5, 2016

Self, selfish, selfless, explaining self, discovering self. Who am I? How do I answer the question? Do I answer with what it is I do? Or do I answer with what I have done? Or do I answer with what it is I am capable of? I am amazing. Is that really who I am? I am horrible. I am capable of anything I set my mind to do. So, therefore I constantly seek to broaden my mind. I seek to expand my capabilities. My seeking is not because I feel lacking. My seeking is because I have longing. I long for more. I long to be more connected. I long to be more creative. I long to be wiser. I long to experience more amazing. With all my longing I do not long to do more. I long to be more, more aware, more present, more open, more me. I long to continue evolving. I long to continue becoming me. So, who am I? I am Bill a human being actively engaged in the process of being.



ghost

Dec 11, 2015

So many seek happiness
chasing it
refusing to let go of hurt, pain, fear
unable to grasp, with hands full
happiness eludes
unable to settle for that which can not be found
so many seek happiness
not knowing how afraid they are of wanting joy
not believing they are entitled
not realizing the only thing keeping them from knowing joy
is the daily bath in fear
all too often it takes more than wanting
there is a divine knowing in knowing we are worthy of this we need
within each we must know it is ours
we are worthy
we are worth it
before we do anything to get it
we must be and be fully
it is our being that owns it



human

Dec 10, 2015

today is the day.
today is the only day.
I am being who I am meant to be.
I am not a human doing.
I am a human being.


Dreamcatcher BF

patiently waiting

Dec 9, 2015

all too often I stand in the place of darkness and search for light.
today, I stand absorbing the darkness.
I stand, accepting that I am the light.
Inside I begin to see clearly.
the map begins to draw itself, not of where I am but of who I am.
I discover this is not darkness, this is unknowing.
the longer I stand the less unknown I become.


enough

Dec 7, 2015

You are enough.
You were born perfect.
And then someone told you to try harder.
You heard your shape was not the same as some others.
Your skin is too fair, too dark, to freckled, too plain.
You could be smarter.
You make someone else feel dumb.
Somewhere we forgot to wash our hands of this.
And our hands soiled the rest of us, until we began to swallow the filth without question.
It is time to forget.
It is time to remember
    mistakes are learning in process.
    you can be no one else but you.
    your uniqueness is what makes you special.
    there is nothing wrong with being special.
    the downs are there to emphasize how wonderful the ups are.
    and the in between is neither up nor down.
When I say “You” I more often mean “I”.
I was born perfect.
I am enough.



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