Billz Blob

Billz Blob
We are all unique and amazing. With this notion bouncing around inside me I offer to the world what I have to share. The words inside my head have reached to overflowing and in an attempt to keep from exploding I have taken to writing. What follows is the result of purging my mind. If you like what you see, SUBSCRIBE at the top of the page.

creative

Jun 24, 2016

I inhale life asthmaticly,
straining to breathe
as my soul contorts
pressing against the walls of my being
striving to expand
struggling to become more me
more divine
creativity wells up
fear sits reluctantly in the corner begging for attention.
hope permeates the entirety of my space as a vapor
my eyes are open yet unaware of place
my mind is open filled with GOD's grace
I must breathe
I must breathe
my life depends on it.



Dreamcatcher BF

In my eyes

May 24, 2016

I twist my head
then crane my neck
the shadow engulfs me cooling the air as it does
my breathing quickens, and quickens
my heart races like a squirrel in taps shoes crossing a marble floor
determined and fearful
exposed and over prepared
I am supposed to be here
racing heart
rapidly expanding and contracting lungs
my thoughts, droplets of water within a vapor cloud
where am I?
I am supposed to be here
the shadow is me
I am the shadow that envelopes me
is there meaning in this?
here I stand
so why am I not here?
where am I?
I am supposed to be here.
I am rapt in the thought of me wrapped in the thought of me.
I twist and crane to get a glimpse of me until I stop
realizing that of all that I see the one thing I will never lay my gaze upon is me.



The Day After

Apr 24, 2016

Today is earth day.
Stop. Don’t look at your watch or check the calendar.
Today is earth day.
You live on this earth and today is a day.
So why is just one day a special day?
three hundred and sixty four days I am allowed to walk past trash with a clean conscience.
and one day I can tidy up a little and cleanse my guilt.
I refuse that reality because, today is earth day.
Oh yesterday was also and tomorrow will be again.
It is not my job to fix what someone else broke.
It is my job to not let it stay broke If I want it to work.
This is my earth
This is my day.
For as long as I live it will be that way.



power

Apr 18, 2016

What power you have
with your smile you hold back an army of sadness.
your hope dams a river of despair.
your uncertainty does not allow frustration a firm footing.
your tears are not weakness but strength to purge.
What power you have
to bend to the breaking point and return to upright.
to think what has been unthought before and know it will come to be.
your tears wash away the years of untruths to reveal the true you.
What power you have
to stop being what you have been told to be in order to be who you are meant to be.



Dreamcatcher BF

Inside

Apr 17, 2016

I sit in silence
I am not angry, scared, frustrated, sad
I am thinking
in the silence joy springs forth from my soul
so I sit in silence and appreciate that which washes my soul
I appreciate the washing away of anger, sadness, frustration and fear
I slowly fill with hope.
my being begins to shine
my face does not change, the smile grows on the inside
I choose not to move
I choose not to speak
I choose to let the beauty of this moment remain pure
I choose to honor the divine spirit flowing through me by not diluting it with anything
I sit in silence
silently I sit
and now you know why I sit in silence.



Dreamcatcher BF

self

Jan 5, 2016

Self, selfish, selfless, explaining self, discovering self. Who am I? How do I answer the question? Do I answer with what it is I do? Or do I answer with what I have done? Or do I answer with what it is I am capable of? I am amazing. Is that really who I am? I am horrible. I am capable of anything I set my mind to do. So, therefore I constantly seek to broaden my mind. I seek to expand my capabilities. My seeking is not because I feel lacking. My seeking is because I have longing. I long for more. I long to be more connected. I long to be more creative. I long to be wiser. I long to experience more amazing. With all my longing I do not long to do more. I long to be more, more aware, more present, more open, more me. I long to continue evolving. I long to continue becoming me. So, who am I? I am Bill a human being actively engaged in the process of being.



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