|We are all unique and amazing. With this notion bouncing around inside me I offer to the world what I have to share. The words inside my head have reached to overflowing and in an attempt to keep from exploding I have taken to writing. What follows is the result of purging my mind. If you like what you see, SUBSCRIBE at the top of the page.|
selfJan 5, 2016
Self, selfish, selfless, explaining self, discovering self. Who am I? How do I answer the question? Do I answer with what it is I do? Or do I answer with what I have done? Or do I answer with what it is I am capable of? I am amazing. Is that really who I am? I am horrible. I am capable of anything I set my mind to do. So, therefore I constantly seek to broaden my mind. I seek to expand my capabilities. My seeking is not because I feel lacking. My seeking is because I have longing. I long for more. I long to be more connected. I long to be more creative. I long to be wiser. I long to experience more amazing. With all my longing I do not long to do more. I long to be more, more aware, more present, more open, more me. I long to continue evolving. I long to continue becoming me. So, who am I? I am Bill a human being actively engaged in the process of being.
ghostDec 11, 2015
So many seek happiness
refusing to let go of hurt, pain, fear
unable to grasp, with hands full
unable to settle for that which can not be found
so many seek happiness
not knowing how afraid they are of wanting joy
not believing they are entitled
not realizing the only thing keeping them from knowing joy
is the daily bath in fear
all too often it takes more than wanting
there is a divine knowing in knowing we are worthy of this we need
within each we must know it is ours
we are worthy
we are worth it
before we do anything to get it
we must be and be fully
it is our being that owns it
humanDec 10, 2015
today is the day.
today is the only day.
I am being who I am meant to be.
I am not a human doing.
I am a human being.
patiently waitingDec 9, 2015
all too often I stand in the place of darkness and search for light.
today, I stand absorbing the darkness.
I stand, accepting that I am the
Inside I begin to see clearly.
the map begins to draw itself, not
of where I am but of who I am.
I discover this is not darkness, this is
the longer I stand the less unknown I become.
enoughDec 7, 2015
You are enough.
You were born perfect.
And then someone told you to try harder.
You heard your shape was not the same as some others.
Your skin is too fair, too dark, to freckled, too plain.
You could be smarter.
You make someone else feel dumb.
Somewhere we forgot to wash our hands of this.
And our hands soiled the rest of us, until we began to swallow the filth without question.
It is time to forget.
It is time to remember
mistakes are learning in process.
you can be no one else but you.
your uniqueness is what makes you special.
there is nothing wrong with being special.
the downs are there to emphasize how wonderful the ups are.
and the in between is neither up nor down.
When I say “You” I more often mean “I”.
I was born perfect.
I am enough.
TruthDec 1, 2015
my eyes well with tears for my truth looks like no one else's.
Validation, respect, purpose can be looked for and never found until within I find it and match it to that.
Unique does not come in degrees. no matter how hard I fix my gaze I can never see myself, I must know myself unseen.
Yet, we are taught to accept nothing we can not see.
Truth is a matter of perspective and no two of us has the same perspective.
My truth is also untrue... and my eyes well with tears... and my tears stain my face... and my soul shivers inside seeking comfort.